oooh lord. boys -__- you hate them but you love them. they make me so mad but so happy at the same time. i just wish you nicholas sparks could make every teenage girl their own personal boyfriend. he would be make me a tall dark caring boyfriend. one that'd always be there for me. no drama. but we all can't have what we want.
we will call my "boy" TL. TL knocked me off my feet first semester of my freshman year. he was the only guy that seemed to notice little ol me in this big high school i went to. we became friends at first then a month later we started this wonderful thing called "talking". everything seemed to be going great up until he wanted me to meet his mother... she didn't want to me meet. she started to hate me. like LEGIT hate. after christmas break i decided that i was sick of it. so i ended the whole "talking" thing with TL. he was sad, but he said he would be there for me. we had speech class together and i started to become very close friends with him. he was there for me and he gave great advice with my other boy issues. then about a week before school ended... he told me we were talking again. i felt like it was FINALLY gunna work out with time. i had a great feeling about it. then, i invited him to go to the movies with me and my other two friends who were dating. he said he would go.. then a couple days later... his mom wouldn't let him. of course i was disappointed, but i shook it off and told him i didn't mind. then, the second time came. he told me repeatedly he would be there and i believed him, but right when i got the theater he told me he couldn't come because of his mom.
i was sick of it. i cried. i shuuldn't cry over a guy. summer "love" is confusing. i don't know if i can put up with it. i guess time can only tell...
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